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About Me Member Mad Scientist kavinveldarMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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ah, the depression of loneliness sets in

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 10:26 PM
Well, lets see... my best friend, (Who happens to be my ex-girlfriend) found out shes pregnant with her current boyfriends baby. Shes exstatic and looking forward to it. Bad thing is... every time she says something about it, I feel miserable. I know I lost her a long time ago, but I cant turn off my feelings like a switch. Add on to the fact that I havent had a girlfriend in a while, and it just compounds the situation. I love her with all my heart, both as a friend and as an ex-boyfriend. But I would rather have her in my life as a friend then to lose her altogether, so I smile and nod and say Im happy for her when she says stuff like that. Which I am. Im glad shes happy.

Now if only some of that happiness would come my way. Guess I'll just throw myself into my art again.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Comfortably Numb
  • Reading: Star Wars: 501st
  • Watching: Predator
  • Playing: Borderlands
  • Eating: crackers
  • Drinking: Mountain dew

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  • Interests: Starships and technology
  • Favourite movie: Serenity, AVP, Star Wars, Aliens,
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  • Favourite genre of music: Rock,
  • Favourite artist: Alex Ross
  • Favourite poet or writer: Simon R. Green
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  • Favourite style of art: Ship designs
  • Operating System: Paint
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  • Skin of choice: squeeky clean!
  • Favourite game: Fallout 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-box 360
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  • Personal Quote: "Oh very good Kronk, eat any good books lately?"
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:iconbeltalothian:
You mind making a particular starfighter design for me?
:iconkavinveldar:
Give me details and particulars, and I'll see what I can do

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:iconbeltalothian:
It's like one of those Vulture droid Starfighters from the Clone Wars but with additions from the TIE fighters like the solar panel wings and similiar blue grayish paint job.
:iconr1an0:
Do you deck plans by any chance?
:iconr1an0:
I was wondering if you could do a request for me its a madalorian/sith starship and I think it would be awesome! It would be great if you could get back to me so I could give you further info on it thanks!


P.S, Your artwork is amazing!
:iconkavinveldar:
Hey! Sorry for taking so long, but havent been near a computer lately. Give me some details, and I'll see what I can do Ner'vod!

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"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I've seen C-beams glitter in the dark near Tenhowser Gate... and all these moments will be lost in time... Like, tears in rain...Time to die."
-Roy Batty-
:iconr1an0:
I was thinking of it as a freighter around the size of the Ebon Hawk or Millenium Falcon with a black and grey color scheme. Not sure where, but it should have the BOM (Brotherhood of Mandalore) crest on it somewhere (which you can find on my profile). Being primarily of Mandalorian design I would like to see it heavily armed with a variety of armaments. I would like the model to be named the Drexl Class - Light freighter/gunship. I have a picture of the basic design for you on my profile page. It is capable of both atmospheric flight and hyper space jumps. It is also outfitted with repulsor lifts instead of traditional landing gear. I imagine it having an imposing, almost sinister appearance. Akin to the Mandalorian armor in many ways; it is versatile in both offensive and defensive aspects (and easily customised). Feel free to add whatever you deem appropriate. My GM and I appreciate your artwork and style. My gaming group is looking forward to viewing your future projects (especially what you do with this one).

Ori'vor'e, Vod!
Xzerx Drexl - Founder of the Brotherhood of Mandalore, First squad black division.
:iconteasealot:
Thanks for the fave *hugs*

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:iconmutant-cactus:
Thanks for the fav!!!

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